For the past year I have been looking for ways to escape my own perspective by putting myself in weird situations. But shock in the form of terrorism propelled me into a different place. I imagine it is like this for a lot of people now, in uncertain times we find ourselves living more intensely in the present and asking the questions that have been lurking uncomfortably in the background, like what do we really believe in after all? "Happiness" is my way of looking at some of the things that both interest and trouble me: the evolution of behavior, how we learn and what we remember, expectations, the meaning of justice and the effects of increasing speed; colored by the darker elements of doubt and fear. Every story should have a beginning, a middle and an end but as Godard has said "not necessarily in that order". I have never really trusted traditional narrative and in this piece I am trying to move even further away from it and express the way my own mind actually works. In "Happiness" stories float and images recur in different guises. I am not looking for conclusions but for another way to look at the world. "Happiness" is also in part a self-portrait. In my past work, I have often mentioned things that I have seen or heard. This is the first time I have used so many experiences from my own life, which in this case has become a kind of touchstone for thinking about deception and fiction, the stories we tell ourselves so that we can go on. In "Happiness" the music is a pulse and a metronome. The sounds are a combination of keyboards, violin, and digital processing as well as several MIDI triggers. Finally, I get a lot of pleasure out of DJing these sounds which allows me to improvise. Unlike the technically more complex multi-media shows I often do, "Happiness" is meant to be flexible and in the moment.